Mallorie

My Life Head On

I Feel Him

| December 27, 2015

Sometimes I hear him behind me, following me from one room to another. I find myself listening for his paws padding across the floor. I can feel his eyes watching me so intently. At night I have felt him, his muzzle resting on my leg asking to be let into bed as he did so […]

One Tiny Scar

| November 19, 2015

Making it through the day has been the on going struggle. Outwardly I seem strong and put together. There are moments I truly am. Mostly though I’m a mess. I can’t bring myself to put away any of how things. I can’t bring myself to change my world from the way it was when he […]

One Step Forward, 2 Steps Back

| October 18, 2015

Last night was full of nightmares again. Another night of tears. Another night of emptiness giving way to another day without my faithful protector. I dragged myself out of bed early to go to an all day meeting. As if Sunday meeting wasn’t horrible enough, it just had to be all day as well. As […]

Sleep is the Enemy

| October 15, 2015

Sleep is such a double edged sword. I am so exhausted, so run down. Yet sleep refuses to come. For hours on end I am restless. For days now I haven’t gotten more than an hour or two of sleep. I drag through my days unable to look at people, unable to speak. At work […]

Friends

| October 12, 2015

I really don’t know what I would do without the amazing people in my life. Today I did one of the hardest things and they were there. The outpouring of love they have sent since last night has just been so comforting. I had to move Renegade from the ER to my hospital today. One […]

Saying Goodbye

| October 11, 2015

I stayed in bed with Renegade all day today. He was so comfortable snuggling for several hours then would cough and be restless. All day we rested together. It was so comforting having him there. Tonight though he started coughing and just couldn’t seem to stop. When he finally did get back to breathing normally […]

Getting Worse

| October 10, 2015

While I was at work this morning I got a text saying Renegade had fallen after coughing and didn’t want to get back up for a few minutes. Steve kept him in bed for the rest of the day but his cough has gotten worse. I had one of the doctors write a prescription to […]

Plans

| June 18, 2012

I have been looking ahead at the possibility of expanding my grooming business. I have been discussing opening a small grooming area in. Pet health food store a good friend of mine is looking to open. I have been a little bit stressed because I would not be able to devote as much time to […]

Back in Business

| June 14, 2012

The new motor came today for my forced air drier/clipper vac combo unit! My brother and I quickly went to work taking apart the housing and disconnecting the old motor. We got it all taken apart and the new motor inside in just a few minutes. I am back in business now.

Taylor and Romulus Fun Day in the Park

| June 9, 2012

We had a great time today! We had many wonderful dogs come visit the booth I was running. We trimmed toenails, painted nails, made pretty bows, and did temporary glitter and blo pen decorations on our four legged visitors. everyone was so well behaved and we had a great time. I had several friends help […]