My Life Head On

Starting to Look Ahead

| January 24, 2011

I find myself facing some interesting choices.  I don’t really have to make and decisions right away and I am glad about that. I am glad I can take my time to see what is being offered to me and what it will mean for my future.  I am pretty sure I know where I want to […]

Live With Yourself

| January 21, 2011

Today was a rough day.  Nothing about it was particularly bad, just a day I struggled with all along the way.  I had a fairly restless night followed by having to go into work earlier than I had planned.  I managed to grab myself a sinfully greasy burger and fries on my way to work […]

You Know Who You Are

| January 21, 2011

First off, You wanted to talk to me and not Mallory.  Second, I knew who you were right away.  Third, you have a LOT of misguided ideas about me.  Things were not how you thought they were.  You never gave me a chance. If you had, you would have seen that things were very different […]

Baby Steps

| January 15, 2011

I don’t trust people.  People in general that is.  I have a very hard time warming up to people and really letting them in.  It takes me a long time to truly and honestly trust someone.  I have felt like this for a long time.  I know that I am like this and I often try to […]


| January 12, 2011

I am having a really hard time right now moving past some things in my life.  I really like the path that I am on right now and where it seems to be taking me, even if I am not entirely sure of where that might be.  I really like the people in my life, both new […]

The End of the Day

| January 7, 2011

I’m snuggled up in bed listening to music and trying to wined down from my day.  I have had a fairly good day other than the fact that my allergies dealt me a rather rash blow today.  I woke up with the entire left side of my face red and swollen in minors hives.  I took […]

Pie with Mal

| January 6, 2011

Today Mallory came to pick me up from work so we could go have pie.  When she got there I had all ready gotten the store ready to close, but there was still a customer there with her daughter.  We didn’t really mind though because we were having fun talking to them.  We spent a […]

Unorganized Day

| January 5, 2011

I woke up today and just couldn’t seem to get much of anything together.  I got ready for the day out of order and it really got me pretty flustered.  I am noticing more and more lately how much I like to have certain parts of my life structured.  I’m not one of those people […]

Complicated can still be Good

| January 4, 2011

Today was one of those days that I was very afraid was going to turn into a horrible day.  For all intensive purposes it very well could have been a very bad day.  I woke up not feeling well and had a very hard time getting out of bed.  I eventually made it to work […]

Remembering Me

| January 3, 2011

I have found that I have really enjoyed remembering the person I am.  I know it sounds a little funny to remember something that is current, but I have hidden myself for so long that each and everyday I find myself rediscovering the person I am.  I have been doing a lot of reconnecting with old friends […]