Starting Over and Loving It
The last few weeks have been a little crazy not leaving much time to myself. The little time I do have for myself I have spent trying to just relax and hold off this cold that seems unrelenting. Today, however, I took the day off to go to court. The divorce is finally done and over with! Yippy!!! A great big thank you to Mallory for being there with me. I did tell you not to take your whole purse though. I don’t want to hear how it is completely unorganized. The Caribou pre-game was much needed on this cold December morning. I doubt I would have been able to function with out it.
Found out some interesting details from a good friend today. I’m not entirely sure how I feel about it. Sort of feeling lied to. I really am starting to wonder what the truth is. I hate when people try to hide things or cover up what is really going on. Trying to “protect” me by not talking about things just makes me feel like you really don’t want me there in the first place. If that is the case, then man up and say it. If it is not the case, then let me be there for you and quit pushing me away. I don’t like being put on layaway for you to have in your life only when you want and then cast aside at will. It gets old fast. I’m pretty much done with it. Make your choice. I’m either part of your life, or I’m not.
I dragged Mallory along with me Saturday night to listen to a band. It was several of my old friends from back in grade school that were playing again for the first time in two years. It was nice to see the familiar faces. Also nice to see what people are up to these days. With the support that they showed, and the lack of support of the newer friends that I lost over the last year, it sort of made me wonder why I even wasted time with those fake people in my life. We had a fun night. We were on a bit of a man hating rampage, too bad for the group of guys that tried hitting on us. We were polite, but uninterested. Plus, they were rather convinced we were lying when we said we had the same name. I introduced Mallory to everyone and they were rather amused by our habit of finishing each other’s sentences. We have heard that a lot lately.
The store is finally open and I have been pretty busy. I am working six days a week and my hours seem to be on the rise. It means I don’t have a lot of free time, but it is nice to be busy. We have had pretty good foot traffic when you consider we don’t have a sign up and no one really knows that we are open.
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