Rocky Road
I had a very enjoyable Christmas. I found myself able to relax and have a good time with my friends and family. The store was very busy leading up to the holiday, which was very good. I was still able to go out and enjoy myself though which was very much needed. Thank you to those of you that I was able to spend time with, it means a lot to me to be able to get out and spend time with you. I am in a much better place this year than I have been the last few years. Even some of my tougher critics have noticed and mentioned how much happier I am. It feels so good to be where I am right now. I find myself smiling everyday at just the littlest of things. I have some quality people in my life who are worth spending time with. It has been a rocky road, but I am thankful for it and what it has brought me. I am so excited to see where things lead. I have some pretty high hopes right now that I am not even sure if I can express them properly. Just when I start to doubt myself and feel like maybe I have the wrong idea about something or someone, I am reassured the next minute that everything is exactly how I had hoped it was.
I will admit that I am not sure if I am completely ready for some of the things happening right now. Trying to take things slow and make sure that this is really what I want. At the same time I really want to settle into life and know where I am headed. I want to know who is going to be there for me and stand by me as I reach for my goals whatever they may be. I know some of the people that will be there. I am glad everyday that they are in my life.
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