Mallorie

I have been back for just over a week now. I love my new job working at Pampered Pet soon to open in Gurnee. I have really enjoyed being able to work on getting the store ready to open. I really have great hopes for the new store location and think it has the possibility of doing really well. While I have personally done a lot of work looking into pet nutrition I look forward to furthering my knowledge working at the store.
I have had the opportunity to see a few of my friends and started to settle in a little bit. I won’t lie and say it has been an easy move. I have been having a rather rough time emotionally with everything and for many different reasons.
I greatly miss Bill and the kids. I really loved being down there with them and spending time with them on a daily basis. I miss seeing and talking to Bill. Everywhere I look I see something that reminds me of him. It has been really difficult.
In addition one of my closest friends is having a rough time as well. He came to help me out when I dearly needed him and I feel like it has really hurt him to help me. It was not my intention to cause more trouble for him and while I know it was not directly my fault, I know if he had not helped me he would have at least a few less problems right now.
I guess I sort of feel like a bit of a burden right now. I feel so needy of my friends and that really bothers me. I just hate being alone right now though.

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