Lazy Day
I woke up today when my phone rang for someone else. I am rather use to it so it doesn’t usually bother me other than once awake I realized I had a sharp pain in my stomach. All I wanted was to fall back asleep and have it go away. As I lay in bed just finally drifting back to sleep I got a message from my sister wanting to update me on things and ask me a few questions. I sighed and gave up on the whole actually sleeping thing and sent a message off to my …..hmmm….. smile source. After a few minutes chatting I was in a much better mood and feeling a little bit better as well. I stayed in bed but took the time to chat with some of my friends and fully wake up in good spirits. I did eventually move upstairs for a nice easy laid back day. I snuggled up on the couch with Mr. Renegade, a blanket, a book, my laptop, my phone, and watched some TV. I did go and run some errands, do some choirs and walk my boy, but I really enjoyed the easy day. It was nice to just do nothing and not care. I was a bit nervous because I knew I was going to have a lot of time to think today. Lately that too much time to think has driven me crazy and I start to get overwhelmed and depressed. Today however I had a really good out look on things. Things took a really positive view and I am starting to feel more and more confident about things each and everyday. There is someone out there that has helped me to really see things in a brighter light and helps to keep me in a good mood. I have to say thank you. It means a lot to me. I am seeing a big change in how I feel about life right now and the directions things are heading for me. Thank you for the support. I also have to say thank you to Mal for always being there for me and letting me rant and cry and go insane. You always know what I need and how to put me back together. I don’t know what I would do without you. I love you girl. Hope school went well for you. You were on my heart and mind all day.
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